Thursday, June 12, 2008

Drawn to the rhythm





Silence means nothing.
The lull of falling dreams and hopes.
The rustic smell and the ever aromatic scent of your words.
Yet you meant another.
Causes my courage and confidence to retreat in disarray.
And when nature wonders seems so dim,you grew back armed with all your sweet little ammunitions
to fire empty blanks.
here i am drenched with your dirt.
Patience and Persevere, two most powerful shield to constant failure.
Two simple words but yet tells a thousand definitions.
True enough,it has awaken me to reality.
I've been blind-folded by intense events that occurred around me.
And i'm fortunate enough to have amazing people standing by me.
Friends,they are.UOB
Ministering to each other in all sorrow, to share with each other in all gladness, to be one with each other in the silent unspoken memories.
I am definitely grateful to have meet these people.
And Azza,you may be new but you surely filled the friendship with laughter by your ever-unique yet irritaing flaws of yours.
"Its a privilege of friendship to talk nonsense, and have her nonsense respected".
remember,chew and digest this Azza.
The world is full of magical things patiently waiting for our wits to grow sharper.
Without any doubts,i've learnt something new.
I'm trying to instill a new character beneath me to act as a pillar to my life.
I believe it is the excellence characteristic of a strong man such that he can bring momentous issues to the fore and make a decision about them.And the weak are always forced to decide between alternatives they have chosen between themselves.
i have to be decisive in evrything i do.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

"Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forward"
Soren Kierkegaard (1813-1855) Danish philosopher and writer.
Weird isnt it?A saying by a Danish philosopher explains everything.
In life,we often experience a natural inclination or tendency to make mistakes.
Hence,i believe we musnt be shameful for our wrongdoings and perhaps,view and accept it positively.However, in this modern life,people tend to make a dictinction in favour of or against a person by his or her wrongdoings regardless of the good deeds they have done.
It takes one to ruin all.
In three words i can sum up evrything i've learned about life;it goes on.
Yes,life has to move on no matter what.But we can take the past as a lesson to be learnt and therefore,improve ourselves to be a better person.
You may be wondering why the hell i'm posting about life.
I've just learnt to have confidence within me as i believe the Guardian of Angel,Allah S.W.T, will only help those who help themselves.
We wont succeed in life if we dont even have the decency to make an effort in everything we do.
Ignore about mistakes because it will eventually bring you closer to success.
Okay, i'm having soccer tomorrow.Hopefully,all of my hard work will pay off.
Being able to get into the team which had a great history is very much honourable.
Love is about finding a new experience with someone you never thought you meet,
who totally turns your life around completely.I hope u can see it.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

parental love


A parent is a father or mother; one who sires or gives birth to and/or nurtures and raises an offspring. The different role of parents varies throughout the tree of life, and is especially complex in human culture.
Sometimes,humans tend to forget their roles and responsibilties as a parent.I believe that they must set a good example in everything they do and therefore,children like us will look upon them as a role model or perhaps uncomparable heroes.
Dad; who used to have a miraculous "i will and can do anything" philosophy of his own to his love ones,had extinguished his ever burning fire that have always present beneath me.
Your actions are just the same as repudiating your love ones,family.
And true enough,the things you have done are totally ruthless.
i'm craving a change in you dad.
Mom,whatever it takes,i'll be there for you.iloveyou.

Friday, May 23, 2008

In a moment

Give me a chance and I'll show you what's real.
Open your eyes and you'll see.
Then I'm stuck in a moment and no one can take it from me.

twenty-four,seven

Fatigue
The word fatigue is used in everyday normal life to describe a range of afflictions, varying from a general state of lethargy to a specific work-induced burning sensation within one's muscles. It can be both physical and mental. Physical fatigue is the inability to continue functioning at the level of one's normal abilities.Education and passion may well lead to fatigue.Day in day out,i'm holding on to the title of a son as well as a student.
Thus,I'm attached to different kinds of responsibilities,just like a marionette,in which its limbs are attached with strings.
Having to carry out those resposibilities,i was introduced to a new word called discipline.
I'm learning how to juggle between my favourite game,soccer, and also studies.
Hopefully,i can hold on to it.If not,sacrifice has to be made.
With so little time and so much to say,
i hope that friday wouldnt be the first and the last.
Stay in the picture,will you?

twenty-four,seven